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He's back and not giving a fuck

Thu Jan 25, 2007, 5:35 AM
  • Mood: Anger
  • Listening to: The Game
  • Drinking: Water
You know what, I'm tired as hell at ppl telling I'm to sensitive, an I if I hear one more person tell me that I'm what girls are looking for, I'm serious, I'm a kill someone, if I'm what girls are looking for then why am I single, if I'm what girls are looking for then why did Candis brake up with me, I'm some much of a good guy then why did I have only one girlfriend, I'm a 21 year old virgin, who has never had someone say I love you and really mean it, Ooh friends say it but how I'm I supposed to know they mean it, gave my heart to someone and what happened, broke it like it was nothing, Ooh James I'm sorry if I hurt you, I felt this was the best for the both of us, the best, LMMFAO, an this shit, Ooh James your so sensitive, Ooh I'm sorry I take things to serious, I'm sorry that whenever I said something someone got right back on me, putting me down, whatever I said Ooh thats wakk, thats dumb, thats stupid, fucked up that half of that shit came from family, soo I'm sensitive, what the fuck you want a thug, someone with no future, selling drugs, going to jail, someone who'll will hit you, Ooh James you need to think things over about yourself, what the fuck you think I've been doing, shit, what the fuck, you don't like the way I am then don't fucking talk to me then, think I'm to sensitive then go find your self a thug, I'm not here to be playing fucking games, fuck that being nice shit, tired of holding my tung, trying not to upset ppl, fuck that shit, I say do something you don't like then fuck it, why don't you like talking on the phone, because I don't leave it at that, stop asking me the same shit over and over, you don't like me doing then you keep doing, ooh I'm to quiet for you then go find someone who'll talk you fucking ear off, you know I'm tired of being the person ppl think is so nice, Ooh lets ask James to do it, he won't say no, lets get James to do it, that shit is over, no more Mr. Nice G

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~quexthemyuu Jun 26, 2008, 1:20:35 PM
Right around 20, 21, 22, when you start separating yourself from the child you grew up as, and you start learning who you are... this is the hardest part, isn't it.

All the people around us can see the process while we're changing, but they're used to the way we were, and some of them try to hold us back. Or, some new people come into your life while you're in the middle of the metamorphosis, and they're good friends one day, but not the next.

I know it's crazy. We're trying to walk ahead, but the ground is shifting under our feet. There's no way to walk straight; no way to get past this part without cuts and scrapes. The fights will happen, and the heartbreaks, and there will be nights when we have to sit and think for a long time about what happens next.

We've never met, and I don't pretend to know you. Your style and your persona are something I can't possibly understand, and in light of that, it could seem that I have no right to talk to you. I don't want to impose upon your life. I don't want make you angry. I don't want to make it any worse.

But we're both human, so we both have to go through this part. I read your post, and it got me thinking about how angry I get, too, when people use me or pretend to care about me and I can tell they don't mean it. We have this kind of feeling in common, and I suspect we're both somewhere on the same road right now.

Let's walk together for a while.

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Where does this ocean go?
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*Ryejahdin Nov 2, 2008, 2:54:43 PM
:wow: finally another one.. yaaaaay
Kindred spirits FTW -lemme explain-

I cry..alot, I'm a whiney, cheerfull, angsty and sometimes pathetic person. I'm still a virgin too and I'm looking at my 25 birthday within the next sixty days.. so why dosn't it bother me?
I am who I am.. and so are you right? :clap:

Time to stand up for yourself

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"Broccoli sucks; mini-trees need to die"

I love Vincentslover, now and forever :heart:

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~pentatonic-ripper Dec 6, 2008, 6:03:03 AM
I know your journal is kinda old now but I would just like to say you have no control over what other people are thinking, nor even in control of what you think. So like you said, who gives a fuck. Do whatever it is that you want to do, and let others do whatever they want to do. The other thing is that if you put your mind towards something tat you want, you will get it. But you first have to say that this is what you want, and you will have the power to get it.

Cheers for the fav as well :D
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~Ty-Calibre May 14, 2009, 8:44:17 AM
I disagree with ripper, you have total control over what you think, and a great deal of control over what other people think, the details in your post show this.

Hope you're hanging on in there because trust me, patience is a virtue, and all that effort you've been putting in WILL pay off. Stay nice, cos nobody pins the blame on the nice guy when you DO decide to pull some shit.

In case you're wondering i hit randomn deviant and landed here, nice work, apart from the heroes stuff, that blows.

:sprint:

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"The creative individual has the capacity to free himself from the web of social pressures in which the rest of us are caught. He is capable of questioning the assumptions that the rest of us accept."

-- John W(illiam) Gardner
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