You know what, I'm tired as hell at ppl telling I'm to sensitive, an I if I hear one more person tell me that I'm what girls are looking for, I'm serious, I'm a kill someone, if I'm what girls are looking for then why am I single, if I'm what girls are looking for then why did Candis brake up with me, I'm some much of a good guy then why did I have only one girlfriend, I'm a 21 year old virgin, who has never had someone say I love you and really mean it, Ooh friends say it but how I'm I supposed to know they mean it, gave my heart to someone and what happened, broke it like it was nothing, Ooh James I'm sorry if I hurt you, I felt this was the best for the both of us, the best, LMMFAO, an this shit, Ooh James your so sensitive, Ooh I'm sorry I take things to serious, I'm sorry that whenever I said something someone got right back on me, putting me down, whatever I said Ooh thats wakk, thats dumb, thats stupid, fucked up that half of that shit came from family, soo I'm sensitive, what the fuck you want a thug, someone with no future, selling drugs, going to jail, someone who'll will hit you, Ooh James you need to think things over about yourself, what the fuck you think I've been doing, shit, what the fuck, you don't like the way I am then don't fucking talk to me then, think I'm to sensitive then go find your self a thug, I'm not here to be playing fucking games, fuck that being nice shit, tired of holding my tung, trying not to upset ppl, fuck that shit, I say do something you don't like then fuck it, why don't you like talking on the phone, because I don't leave it at that, stop asking me the same shit over and over, you don't like me doing then you keep doing, ooh I'm to quiet for you then go find someone who'll talk you fucking ear off, you know I'm tired of being the person ppl think is so nice, Ooh lets ask James to do it, he won't say no, lets get James to do it, that shit is over, no more Mr. Nice G

Again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, I'm a looser, finally found some one, tryed to do right, I pushed to hard, I didn't do the right things, I should have........... I really don't know, no I do, I should have said more spoken up more, but I'm quiet thats who I'm am, I can't help the way I am, you can call this bitching, whining, being a baby I don't give a shit you just know I love her, I would do anything for her, I've done everything I can do to show her how much I care for her, if she want to end everything then there's nothing I can do then, her mind is made up, you can't change the way people think or feel, loosing her is loosing a part of me, a part I will never be able to get back ever. The other night I talk to her, after I got off the phone with her, it hit me like a ton of bricks, I cried my eyes out, I fell asleep crying, prayed to god to bring her back to me, said I would do anything if he brought her back but I see thats not going to happened, I really wish it did, I want her in my life so badly. So go ahead, make fun of me, talk bad about me, I don't care anymore, why should I care, no one care about me, no one cares that James is fucked, and please don't come at me with you'll find some one else, theres some one else out there for you cause thats bullshit to me now, there was some one out there, and now she's gone, she made me feel good about myself, being around her and her family was good, I felt wanted, around mine I never felt that, all that gone now, back to my life, go to school and feel empty, more now cause there a missing part in my heart, for 8 months I had the golden ticket to the candy factory now I don't.